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My early twenties were spent searching for a center of gravity. I joke that they were hound-like years, following trails where they led

Hans Sieverding My early twenties were spent searching for a center of gravity. I joke that they were hound-like years: following trails where they led. Worked on a startup, wound it down. Started an intense job and slept laughably little. All the while, writing with a little reading light in the dark. Handfuls of detours, dead ends, things that felt vaguely-not-right. Thankfully, each turn felt more accurate than ones prior. I spent a lot of time alone, finding myself in the chasm between solitude and loneliness. My life felt thinly suspended, a little imbalanced. Only recently have I come…

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