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Stranded on the Space Mountains of Self-Loathing

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Here is how I've been quietly torturing myself

Stranded on the Space Mountains of Self-Loathing Here is how I've been quietly torturing myself Sasha Chapin Dec 17, 2021 74 6 3 Share I didn’t think I had issues with self-loathing. I felt pretty confident, and I’d heard that I seemed self-assured and self-possessed. I just thought it was normal that every day, multiple times a day, I thought of a shameful incident in my past and grunted or made an odd squeaking noise. It didn’t feel at all strange to me that I’d created a private collection of humiliations from my past, like a bracelet of beads studded with little razors. It didn’t strike me

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