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on anger - shani's substack

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The first thing I want to tell you: I've lived most of my adult life in a porous state with people I love. I let everything they feel pass through me. Your emotions are my emotions. My emotions are your emotions. Where do you end, where do I begin? If you are wondering how this feels, imagine you have a cloud for a heart. Imagine you have no hard edges. I replaced my heart with a cloud many years ago. shani 2022 The second: when I turned 18, I decided I would no longer feel anger. This is a strange thing to admit because I am someone who likes to feel. I love joy and sadness and navigate a…

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