alone in my mind - by Ava - bookbear express
Hey: I think that you have a lot of issues expressing your emotions and I don’t think I can help you. Hey: I keep imagining all the different lives I could be in and I don’t know if any of them suit me better than this one.
Egon Schiele, Wally in Red Blouse With Raised Knees, 1913 Hey: I think that you have a lot of issues expressing your emotions and I don’t think I can help you. Hey: I keep imagining all the different lives I could be in and I don’t know if any of them suit me better than this one. Hey: I’m worried my life has been weird for so long that I’ve lost all ability to evaluate normalcy, not just when it comes to material circumstances or personality traits but what it feels like to love and be loved by another person. This is terrifying. But I’m so pathologically calm I can’t even access my own…
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