flâneur

Last year my mind exploded and now I'm in spiritual puberty again

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An incomplete document of an ongoing change

Over 16 years of on-and-off spiritual and therapeutic practice, I’ve experienced a series of shocking changes, especially in the last five years. Stuff I thought you couldn’t change about a mind has been profoundly altered. For example, the perceived boundary between me and the world dropped away, my heart opened up, and my sense of identity shifted from feeling like a heavy burden to a deliciously insubstantial waveform. It’s been an unbelievable gift, and I’ve chronicled much of it in public writing. After the last huge shift, in 2023, which I’d describe as “getting the cosmic joke,” I,…

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