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the art of pivoting - by Nix 🕊 - starting from nix ꩜

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is getting frustrated with your own illusions

artist unknown A few imperfect ways of tracking time: my hair is longer, darker. Certain complex tasks begin to automate themselves. Collections grow. Novels, pendants, perfumes, recipes. Repetition is a source of comfort. Golden gate park, Ocean beach, the trees blurring, the wind carrying sunlight, salt, wildgrass. My body gasping for air. I’ve changed a lot over the past 2-3 years. My friendship groups warped completely. I started dressing different, acting different. I flung myself into the abyss of a new place and started again. The inflection point: I woke up and decided I didn’t…

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