CafeRituals #5: moving on. from bitterness? - by Jacky (:
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how do I let go of something that so deeply hurt me
who do I even move on for? It feels like the older I get, the more afraid I am of moving on. I often think about how the friends I've grown so close to will move on to their post-grad lives in a little over a year, while I’m still in college trying to finish my last few terms. However, for two years, I spent a lot of my college experience not wanting to be here. I dreamed of living out of random hacker houses throughout the country, jumping from one conference to the next to fulfill my digital lifestyle dream. I felt like nothing I was studying was actually related or applicable to what I…
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