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When a patient saves your life

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Content warning: This article contains references to suicide. If you or someone you know are in need of help, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988. Picture this – it’s 2022, you have been staring at the same wall for a week when you decide: you have lived long enough. For months, the thought has lingered: “I don’t want to be here.” But it has never felt final. Until now. You lie on the floor, sobbing so hard you forget what breathing is supposed to feel like. You have spent your life moving forward, but suddenly, there is no forward left. Your work in clinical research has been the last thing tethering you to the world. You are part of a historic neurosurgical trial to implant stem cells into ischemic stroke patients, attempting to restore movement where none remained. The science is meticulous, the process exhausting, but the potential to change lives is undeniable. Yet, even in medicine, no one teaches you how to save yourself. There are systems in place to re

The Grind When a patient saves your life "Love is the doctor who dedicates their life to restoring function. Love is the patient who reminds you why you are still here." (Photo: SASHA ALEXANDER / The Stanford Daily) By Sasha Alexander April 29, 2025, 10:03 p.m. Content warning: This article contains references to suicide. If you or someone you know are in need of help, you can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988. Picture this – it’s 2022, you have been staring at the same wall for a week when you decide: you have lived long enough. For months, the thought has lingered: “I don’

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