How They Tried to Kill Me | Online Only | n+1 | Elena Kostyuchenko

I didn’t want to write this for a long time. I feel disgusted, afraid, ashamed. I can’t write about everything I know because I have to protect the people who’ve saved my life. On February 24, 2022, my country attacked Ukraine.

saved by

• pl4nty

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