How come I took so much SPEED for 20 years?

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the first time anyone convinced me to take drugs I think I was 14 at the time the adults in my life were annoyed because my grades were pretty bad they' started using the word potential very ominously uttering it like a curse word that meant I'd been saddled with a lot of debt I couldn't quite pay my parents had me go see a doctor the doctor told me I had ADHD I already knew I had ADHD everyone knew I had ADHD I lost my backpack pretty much every 3 days my brain heard everything my math teacher said in the adults from Charlie Brown trumpet voice pretty much the only thing I could reliably…

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