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i don't want to have sex with you. - by zoe - flightless

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on body dysmorphia & intimacy.

i say, i don't want to have sex with you. what i really mean is that i don't want to have sex with you while i'm in this body — in my body. i want to have sex with you. god, i want to have sex with you until archaeology students dig up our grave millennia from now. they'd gasp above us all red face and confused. our naked bodies would be unearthed and dirty, flesh still intact, rutting against each other like wild beasts. (we'd be like that one couple that died together when Pompeii erupted except we wouldn't die — we'd be alive and in love, in real time). we wouldn't even notice that…

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