the little moments are what we live for - by Spencer Chang

Often I find it exceptionally uncomfortable to inhabit a state of absolutes. Yet in those rare moments when it doesn't feel like that, I feel limitless. Like I am in perfect harmony with the world. This manifests in my difficulty in feeling completely right about something. The little things especially. Where I want to go eat. What I want to go do. I say I want spontaneity but in reality, my moves are controlled by hidden calculations and the obsessive need to