healing is not linear. and that’s okay | by letters from rosie | Jul, 2024 | Medium
There are days when I feel lost in everything. Sometimes, I forget why I continue because everything feels draining. Why does the world keep going even when I’m tired? Does the universe ever ask me if I can still handle all the things that have hurt me? Can’t time just stop while I’m healing so I can be ready to face reality once I’m okay? The world is so unfair sometimes. Healing comes in waves, they say. There are times you will think that you are okay and one day the grief hits you suddenly on a sunny afternoon. My emotions are like a traitor. I didn’t let them drip through my cheeks. I don’t want these tears in my eyes. But this feeling in my heart? I admit it hurts. And the realization struck. You know, I’m trying. I want to make life worthwhile just for a while. The world might be cruel, but maybe I can make a kind and wonderful garden for myself. I will try to be patient with my emotions, although there will be times that I’ll just suddenly cry. And I know that I only got myself
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