all these things that I've done - by Nix 🕊

Life at home is simple, sweet. I eat fish with vinegar rice and oshinko, I see my friends, I lift weights at the gym, I go on long walks in the forest. This year has been hard for a variety of reasons, but moving through the hard things has been a strange sort of beautiful. When I reflect on the past, I think about how I lost love and found it again in multiple different avenues. How lucky I was to really feel it, a wave washing over me. How our lives intersected at this pivotal point in time. I’ll only know the significance of it years down the road. I also overanalyze how I was wrong about a lot of things. I notice the gaps in my thinking more, my blind spots. When you learn something new for the first time you flail miserably at it, but eventually you identify your weaknesses and over time the process toward solution becomes almost instinctual. Things get better and easier, and somehow you’ve developed into this whole new person who could do the hard things you once dreaded, now eff

Life at home is simple, sweet. I eat fish with vinegar rice and oshinko, I see my friends, I lift weights at the gym, I go on long walks in the forest. This year has been hard for a variety of reasons, but moving through the hard things has been a strange sort of beautiful. When I reflect on the past, I think about how I lost love and found it again in multiple different avenues. How lucky I was to really feel it, a wave washing over me. How our lives intersected at this pivotal point in time. I’ll only know the significance of it years down the road. I also overanalyze how I was wrong about a