Developing a compass of bullishness

For a while, I tried relying on the FOMO of seeing those closest around me write (Emil, Vivian, even Ilinca and Thuraya’s goodreads reviews). I’ve also tried to gaslight myself into the desire to balance my overconsumption of brainrot with some production. But the excuses just piled up and starting this little writing gig soon became harder than my postgrad machine learning course - until I realised I can literally just write about why I should write. Anyhow, I won’t take this writing gig too seriously - in a sense, I won’t try to perfect each piece and publish, but probably momentarily write up and dump my brains onto the page. I’ve always seen writing as medium of thinking for yourself ahead of time; you know, like writing a script for your future conversation. I’ve also come to the belief that forming my own world view and series of predictions will probably be the best life/career guidance I can have at this point of life. There’s nothing more exciting to me than hearing others gus

For a while, I tried relying on the FOMO of seeing those closest around me write (Emil, Vivian, even Ilinca and Thuraya’s goodreads reviews). I’ve also tried to gaslight myself into the desire to balance my overconsumption of brainrot with some production. But the excuses just piled up and starting this little writing gig soon became harder than my postgrad machine learning course - until I realised I can literally just write about why I should write. Anyhow, I won’t take this writing gig too seriously - in a sense, I won’t try to perfect each piece and publish, but probably momentarily write