‘I Can't Stop Thinking About My Husband's Hot Lover’

My husband of six years and I went through a rough patch recently, and we decided to take a separation. We agreed we'd be allowed to date during this, and that we'd come back together in eight months and decide if we still want to be together. But I didn't end up dating. I dived into work, mainly. He did start dating, and it's bothering me. I know it shouldn't, because he did nothing wrong, but it does. I've seen the person he was with, and she’s drop dead hot. It's hard not to imagine that he's got the best sex of his life under his belt now, and that it wasn’t with me. It bothers me because I wonder if the experience of walking away is always part of a relationship, and whether there will always be a permanent gap in terms of how much we love each other. It's not like I can say "Well, he chose me" because he stopped dating the hot woman in part because she moved out of town. And even if he did choose me, I wonder if it's by a narrower margin than it used to be. None of this comes fro

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