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For a moment I felt joyful, and then I felt completely exhausted. ― Ottessa Moshfegh, My Year of Rest and Relaxation Life feels utterly absurd to me; I have felt this way for as long as I can remember. Interestingly, it has never bothered me much. I simply accepted it as reality and continued about my silly little routines and performances. At times, I even find the tension arising from absurdity quite enjoyable: I go through life feeling like a detached observer, watching things happen with intrigue and sometimes confusion, but embracing it all and actively participating regardless. To call out to the universe, receive nothing in return, and commit yourself to life nevertheless — it’s the ultimate act of love, both to yourself and to your community. Thanks for reading explore with me! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work. Pledge your support Over the past few years, especially after leaving religion, I’ve been paying closer attention to my experiences with the a

For a moment I felt joyful, and then I felt completely exhausted. ― Ottessa Moshfegh, My Year of Rest and Relaxation Life feels utterly absurd to me; I have felt this way for as long as I can remember. Interestingly, it has never bothered me much. I simply accepted it as reality and continued about my silly little routines and performances. At times, I even find the tension arising from absurdity quite enjoyable: I go through life feeling like a detached observer, watching things happen with intrigue and sometimes confusion, but embracing it all and actively participating regardless. To call o